Clergy abuse survivor at the age of 8

I was actually a victim earlier than age 8. Having your forehead used as something for a nun to dry hump again was the least of my worries before age 8. Being tied up and raped on one occasion is something that still haunts me - more so when that involved the nuns - sisters of st Joseph (Mary MacKillop's order) - being buried in the wood shed under a pile of wood and believing that they would leave you there if your spoke about having to masturbate a nun or other sexual stuff that they wanted performed was then ad still is terrifying in many ways.